My Thoughts Are Not For Sale

Written - May 20th (12:40Am) 11th Grade

Can't stop writing right now.. third or fourth song I just cranked 

out in under an hour.. what the hell is wrong with me? haha

My Thoughts Are Not For Sale

When I close my eyes, a million thoughts enter my crooked mind

Some of praise, some of hate, most of sadness, can't escape

Even as I rest, my heads just a mess

A torn up, beaten down wreck

Up all night, sleep deprived

Don't wish to dream because

I only dream of nightmares

Morbid thoughts engrossed in lies

When I breath in, pollution is filtered through my lungs

Some of love, some of disgrace, most of bullshit, can't escape

Even as I breathe, my lungs are just in haze

Broken, ripped, into two

Sleep all day, life deprived

Don't wanna live because

There's nothing worth living for

Haunted by Today's images

When I see your face, I want to destroy you with my eyes

Sometimes cause of love, sometimes cause of spite, most of hate, can't escape

Even as I see, my vision is blurred

Disgusting pictures I can't describe

Dead by thirteen

Six feet under by sixty

Won't live life up

Demolished by these meditations

When I close my eyes, a million thoughts go through my mind

Some of praise, some of hate, most of sadness can't escape

Even as I live, my life is different

My head is my Achilles heel, so let me die

-Evan7©
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