Daily Routine

Written - May 24th 2011 - 11th Grade

Don't ever let people hurt you and downgrade you! Everyone is special in their own way.

Don't ever let those cowards stop you from being yourself!

Daily Routine

Kill my dreams with your relentless torture

My hopes dwindle to the floor, lifeless, dormant

Stick to your evil format, blinded by others enjoyment

Smell the love right out of my cold body, dense

Your ambiguous opinions of a defense

Is left unchecked by the public, unguessed

Them, and all their rage

Focus on hatred, doesn't assuage

Bastardized me at such a young age

Crush my body with force, keep on kicking my dead horse

I'll never give up, won't give in, staying on course

Doing my best to keep this source

Head held high, body lay low

Still uptight, trying to glow

One day, you people will know!

Them, and all their rage

Focus on hatred, doesn't assuage

Bastardized me at such a young age

Carrying on, step by step

Looking forward to secrets not kept

By those who deceive me except

I don't need them, no one needs them

Damn you sick people!

Leave me alone at my steeple

-Evan7©
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Ashes Burn To Filter

Written - May 7th - Finished - May 23rd - 11th Grade

Ashes Burn To Filter

As I light up

Disappointment overtakes the light-headedness

Taking drags of happiness

Precedes thoughts of un-fullfilment

Smiling from ear to ear

Knowing this is the last blaff

How many times do we say

My last one, I swear?

I just started, should I quit?

What's the use of that anyway?

All gonna end up the same,

So why worry babe?

Smoke fills the innocent lungs

Fighting the urge to shut down

It comes slowly out the mouth

In one long exhale

Looking straight at the ground

As the ashes burn to filter

Shaking occasionally need a smoke

Don't wanna have to revoke

The joys of it all

From start to finish

Damn, it's great 

But nah, it isn't 

Counting minutes off my life

Relaxing for a little while

Why need minutes when I'm eighty

Dead by seventeen, heaven save me!

Don't believe that though,

So where will I go?

Smoke fills the innocent lungs

Fighting the urge to shut down

It comes slowly out the mouth

In one long exhale

Looking straight at the ground

 Ashes burn to filter

-Evan7©

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Golden Key

Written - May 23rd - 11th Grade

Tryin something new

Golden Key

I'm feeling a little bit different tonight

I'm done, sick and tired of your fights

Cause we all know, in the morning, you're alright

So I know damn well just to leave your sight

Okay, yeah I'm different

Ain't hard to tell

Better than the average

Wouldn't that be swell?

I don't normal write like this

So listen up and see

If ya'll are feelin' it

Give a bro the golden key

I'm feeling the same all the time

Trapped, comfortably in my mind

I seem to just keep writing the same lines

Over and over, tryin to stay on my grind

Okay, yeah I'm probably conforming

Ain't hard to tell

New to this rap shit

Doesn't ring a bell

I don't normal sound like this

So listen up and see

If ya'll are feeling it

Give a bro the golden key

I'm feeling, crazy writing this

If ya don't noticed it, you'll miss

All the knowledge I got to give

Haha, who gives a shit, ya'll just diss

On this like everyone else ya'll all the same

Never get the chance to pick my brain

All these pointless songs, down the drain

Cause they aint good, damn it sucks to be lame

Okay, yeah I'm getting tired of this rap

Most of ya'll believe this is crap

Tryna out something new for myself

Seein if I can do it, check yourself

I don't normal write like this

So listen up and see

If ya'll are feeling it

Give a bro the golden key

-Evan7©

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Captain's Go Down With Their Ship

Written - May 22nd 1AM - 11th Grade

 Captain's Go Down With Their Ship

It's like the seas carrying me into my next adventure

Floating on a boat so warming and kind

I like it here, there's only one thing missing

The Captain needs a lady for his voyage.

Captain needs a lady for his voyage!

Breath her in, the sweet salt air

Feel her body become you

Sinking down throughout the evening yet

The captain needs a lady for his voyage

Captain needs a lady for his voyage!

We hit an iceberg at 19:12

Captain's don't leave, they go down

They go down!

Down with the ship!

Girl I tried my best to keep you interested

Down with the ship, I try my best to carry on

Down with the ship girl, I should have ate my pride

Down with the ship girl, I shouldn't have even tried

To hold you... 

To kiss you...

To be everything for you...

Down with the ship I go

-Evan7 ©
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Mom, Death Won't Play With Me Today

Another song I wrote last night, around 1:30 in the morning haha

Mom, Death Won't Play With Me Today

Death, I'm not scared of you. 

Come at me, gotta bone to pick with you.

Death I'm waiting for you, 

some when your ready strike me down. 

Death I'm awaiting you. 

Seventeen years in and I'm here for you. 

Death, what are you scared of me?

Let's go toe to toe and see who'll get beat. 

Death come at me let's go,

really man, you aren't gonna show? 

Death, here's a toast, come get me now. 

I'm done with this ghost. 

Death, I'm calling you out, don't want me to whisper

Okay ill scream and shout. 

Death, why don't you come out and play, 

It's a nice day out wouldn't ya say. 

Ohh Death, I don't need anyone to defeat you on my own, 

About to show ya how it's done. 

Death come on let's go, 

Don't need to love no one I wanna go. 

Death are you listening to me? 

Take me away from this disarray. 

Death! Old buddy old pal I'm calling your name

I'm not messing around. 

Death! What's wrong with you, 

scared of a low life kid, boo hoo. 

Death, one last chance, take me now

I don't wanna dance. 

Fine Death you win, this time around, cya soon,

Next time,

I don't wanna hear me speak a sound.

-Evan7 ©
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He

Written - May 18th - 20th (1AM) - 11th Grade

He

He sleeps with one eye open

Knowing not of what's to come

Protection for himself from his disgruntled mind

And the consequences that may result

From being an easy target

He knows one day they will show

Taking him from his beloved

To the judas chair he'll go

Becoming a name on a gravestone

But until that day arrives

He does his best to duck and hide

A large black coat  is his disguise

To keep trapped in his lonely world  

Making sure he is not seen

Walking slowly along the seem

He hasn't thought yet of a plan

To get out of this position

Often, he envisions just giving himself up

Why live, when you're own are being killed off?

Why live for tomorrow when it may never come

Why, why, he asks himself all the time

One day, he decided

To face his maker

He went to battle

To becoming a lost soul into hell's half acre

He went out in style

Bullet through his brain

At least now,

May he rest in peace

Forever known as the brave one

Forever forgotten as a starving mind

Forever known as the hero

Forever forgotten as a lost mind

-Evan7©

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My Thoughts Are Not For Sale

Written - May 20th (12:40Am) 11th Grade

Can't stop writing right now.. third or fourth song I just cranked 

out in under an hour.. what the hell is wrong with me? haha

My Thoughts Are Not For Sale

When I close my eyes, a million thoughts enter my crooked mind

Some of praise, some of hate, most of sadness, can't escape

Even as I rest, my heads just a mess

A torn up, beaten down wreck

Up all night, sleep deprived

Don't wish to dream because

I only dream of nightmares

Morbid thoughts engrossed in lies

When I breath in, pollution is filtered through my lungs

Some of love, some of disgrace, most of bullshit, can't escape

Even as I breathe, my lungs are just in haze

Broken, ripped, into two

Sleep all day, life deprived

Don't wanna live because

There's nothing worth living for

Haunted by Today's images

When I see your face, I want to destroy you with my eyes

Sometimes cause of love, sometimes cause of spite, most of hate, can't escape

Even as I see, my vision is blurred

Disgusting pictures I can't describe

Dead by thirteen

Six feet under by sixty

Won't live life up

Demolished by these meditations

When I close my eyes, a million thoughts go through my mind

Some of praise, some of hate, most of sadness can't escape

Even as I live, my life is different

My head is my Achilles heel, so let me die

-Evan7©
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It's Good To Be Me Again

Written - May 19th 2011 - 11th Grade

Took forever but now I'm me again =)

It's Good To Be Me Again

Three years ago today,

I made one of the dumbest mistakes

I let you into my warped world

Wishing I could go back and change the past

But, that's just wishful thinking

Friends better off than what we are today

Knowing what I know now,

Everything would change,

If I had the power to..

Turn the clock back, wouldn't second guess

Our first shot at making it big

Turn the clock back, wouldn't have any regrets

To change what we used to be

Turn the clock back, is the only way to go

But I don't have the chance to make that happen

Turn the clock back, is the one thing missing

To make us become whole

Two years ago,

I didn't realize what was happening

You let me hold your young heart

Wishing I could go back and throw it away

But, that's just devilish thinking

Friends no longer at this second

Knowing what I know now,

Everyone would have been nothing, 

If I could

Turn the clock back, oh dear god

Why would anyone do that?

Turn the clock back, oh what's going on?

Changing the past hasn't been discovered yet

Turn the clock back, why think of this now?

Everything doesn't make sense any more

Turn the clock back, why did we do this?

Everything is forever terminated..

A year ago,

You didn't understand how I work

I tend to see the world with a third eye

Wishing that I could go blind in these eyes

But, that's just idiotic to believe in

Friends, what does that word mean?

Knowing how the future has changed us

Everything would have never happened

If I could

Turn the clock back, to Seventh grade

Make damn sure, that we'd stay that way

Turn the clock back, to Eighth grade

Make damn sure, not to ask that question

Turn the clock back, to still have you

Contemplating why I still miss you

Turn the clock back, to still hold you

Contemplating why we even were friends

Looking to the future

I see nothing new

Everything's forever gone

Finally over you

-Evan7©
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Are you reading this dear?

Written - April 20th 2011, Completed - May 19th 2011 - 11th Grade

Is she out there reading this?

Are you reading this dear? 

Where is the girl I once fell in love with?

Is she hiding in what you've become?

I'll wait...

I'll try and wait for her to reappear

Where is the girl I once held hands with?

Is she fighting her way out of you?

I'll wait...

I'll try and wait for her to come to her senses

Where is the girl that was always with me

Shes now got wings and can fly

She tried...

She tried her best to mold me into the man that I am

Where are they, where are they?

Do you have the directions to find..

To find.. To

Find all the women that impacted me?

Where is the girl that was the one?

Is she gone across the sea?

I'll write...

I'll continue to write these useless poems

Where is the girl that I gave up on?

Has she found a better place?

I'll write...

I'll continue to write so she knows I'm alright

Where is the girl that I'm looking for?

Is she still out there on her own?

I'll write..

I'll continue to write for her eyes only

Where are they, where are they?

Do you have the directions to find..

To find.. To

Find that one woman that's just for me...

-Evan7©
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The One I'll Never Find

RECENT ONE!

Written 3.20.11 - 11th Grade

Is she out there for me?
Can you find me?
Where is she?
I need her..

The One I'll Never Find

Often on my mind

Is the one I'll never find

I have always viewed her kind

Yet I'd never catch her eye

If I got to see her

She'd pass me with a sigh

To her I'd be a blur 

As she quickly walks on by

I envy the man who will

Make her say "I do"

For him, his heart she'd fill

With every "I Love You"

Often in my head

Is the one I wish to wed

I'd much rather talk

Than to be in bed

If only she could see

Enough for one chance

It'd mean the world to me

If I could hold her for a dance

But only in my dreams

Will that ever take place

She's out of my leauge

With her gorgeous face

Often I have hoped for

The day that we'd meet

On a train somewhere

"Oh, please take my seat"

After that we'd hit it off

And my life would be complete

She'd be there for me

After all my defeats

And every single night

I'd kiss her on the cheek

And whisper in her ear

That these feelings can't be beat

Often I wake myself

From this amazing dream

A beautiful, wonder dream

Is all it shall ever be

For the one I pray to find

Will swiftly pass my sight

She never leaves my mind

I'll never hold her tight

But when I close my eyes

She's right there by my side

Forever in my mind

She'll always be mine..

=(

Photo-http://baiberry.wordpress.com/

-Evan7©
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Vile Kiss

Probably my most depressing song I've ever written..  Fall of 2010

Vile Kiss

Shedding tears never felt so good

I just want you happy

No matter what the means for me

I know I always say this but,

If I had one more chance

I'd do things right

I never cut so deep

Its the only thing I feel

That's anything close to something real

Sharpen the blade, slash my wrists

Was this true love?

Did I deserve your vile kiss?

I made a gift for you

Its carved into my arm

It reads “I'll love you forever”

Forever just a scar..

If that was what true love is

If that's how its suppose to be

I never want to feel it

Ever again

I never cut so deep

Its the only thing I feel

That's anything close to something real

Sharpen the blade, slash my wrists

Was this true love?

Did I deserve your vile kiss?

And If I had the guts I would take myself away

Far, Far away

Shall never come back as I

Pull the trigger.

You never cared, did you?

Photo found at : http://www.foundshit.com/tag/rose/

-Evan7©

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November Night

This is a song I wrote for a classmate who passed away this school year (2010)
I was not that close to him, but I feel for his family and friends
R.I.P. Bud

November Night

We never really got a chance

To say goodbye

All we wanna know

Is if you are doing alright

We dream that one day

We'll see you again

High above the clouds

With a smile on your face

Oh, we hope you noticed us

On that cold November Night

Flames held strong 

As the wind blew by

Oh, we hoped you noticed us

On that cold November Night

Hands held strong

As the wind blew by

Sorry if we bothered you

As we tried to say goodbye

Attempting to forgive ourselves

For our wasted time

Take us back to when

Everything was going fine

These autumn nights

Forever changed

Oh, we hope you were here with us

On that cold Novemember Night

Were you the wind?

Were you trying to tell us that you are alright?

Oh, we hope you noticed us

On that cold November Night

Flames held strong

As the wind blew by

Oh, we hope you noticed us

on that cold November Night

Hands held strong

As the wind blew by

-Evan7 ©
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Dystopia

Written - May 5th 2011

This song was influenced heavily by the book 1984. I wrote it about the love story between

Julia and Winston..

Dystopia

Leave it up to me, to find your way

Knowing that it's wrong, you stayed

But not for long, back on your way

What its worth, doesn't matter anyway

Exiled to the land of hate

Never once again I'll kiss your face

Alcohol and drugs won't help to sedate

Solipsism is your fate

Thinking back to the start of our story

Always feels like glory

Even if we dealt with insecurities

My feelings never to change, even if they were temporary

They can never take my heart away

Physical pain only lasts for days

Knowing deep inside you are mine

Will eliminate their evil plight

We've lasted a little while

Never again to reconcile

And you should know that I would walk a mile

Just to let you know that I'll

Never betray you when they take me from our town

Always be faithful so babe don't frown

Leave this up to me and I won't let us drown

Baby, for you, I'll never back down

Through this mess we've become one

Beautifully woven quickly spun

Gone so fast without a son

Taken away by their relentless gun

-Evan7©

Where is the Love?

Written - I don't know. Completed - May 17th 2011

The world today disgusts me..

Where is the Love?!

Where did all the good girls go?

All we have today are sluts, skanks and hoes

No one gives a fuck about love anymore

But how could we when we are surrounded by whores

Where did all the good guys go?

All we have today are fucking assholes

No one gives a damn about love anymore

How could we though?

Think back to a time when love was a prize

A golden reward, they tried to surmise

Today, we all need to be advised

When we step into relationships with snake eyes

Where did all the good girls go?

All we have today are sluts, skanks and hoes

No one knows what the word love means anymore

But how could we when we are surrounded by sex

Where did all the good guys go?

All we have today are fucking assholes

No one tries to love anymore

How could we though?

Think back to a time when love was a guide

When all a man wanted was a bride

Today, its high tide, turning right without pride

They roll in their graves nationwide

Where did all the good people go?

All we have today are ignorant bastards

No one understands what love is today

But how could we though?!

How could we when we are forced to see

Girls without pants at the grand prix

Guys running toward all the debris

People not realizing, they just flee and don't foresee

The future is coming

The future is coming

The future is going to overtake us!

WAKE UP PEOPLE!

-Evan7©

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Pay Homage

Written - April 1st 2011 - 11th Grade
This song is dedicated to Andy Biersack, one of my idols.
Thank you for helping me find myself!

Pay Homage

Such a young age, such a great start
Been through hell and back to teach
An apparition to us all
Hear his words, sing them loud


An illustration of depression
His wisdom rings out
For the public to dissect
And have something to believe in 


By being pushed so far down
He found who he truly was
Took his displeasure with a pen and paper
Now singing those words for the world to hear


All the way from Cincy, small town kid
Now rocking in the big cities
Each night helps
Us to become ourselves and to let no one stop us 


Such a young age, such a great start
Been through hell and back to inform
A vision of ourselves in us all
Hear his words, sing them loud

-Evan7©
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How We Used To Be

Losing you was the biggest mistake of my life..

How We Used To Be

I dont make you laugh like I used to

I dont make you smile like I used to

Is there somebody there, trying to take my place?

I dont make you happy like I used to

I dont do things right like I used to

But remember how this all came about

I gave you everything

Everything for you

Are you going to throw that away for someone you dont even know?

You dont hold me tight like you used to

You dont show me love like you used to

Is there somebody there, trying to take my place?

I've suffered so much for you

And I'd do it all again if I had to

Are you going to throw that away for someone you dont even know?

I can tell this

Is the beginning of the end

There must be someone, about to take my crown

-Evan7©
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As The Sky Falls

The song title was also going to be the name of another band that I tried to form.. a band that started in the summer before 10th grade.. the band fell apart November of that same year

As The Sky Falls

Remember the time where
we promised we'd never let each other down
What happened to that?
What happened to us?
What's happening now?

Remember the time where
I took your heart away from his
What happened to that?
What happened to us?
What is happening now? (I WANT THIS)

As the sky falls, I'll caress your hand
Making sure the clouds wont take you away
Wishing this all will just come to an end
As our fingers line up, perfectly

Remember what got us through
The struggles we conquered day by day
What happened to that?
What happened to us?
What's happening now?

Remember what I did for you
And how I'll never be the same
What happened to that?
What happened to us?
What's is happening now? (I WANTED THIS)

As the sky falls, I'll keep you close
I tried to do everything to make this right
Never thought this is how I'd go
Our fingers always lined up perfectly

-Evan7©

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When Our Eyes Met

.... Written awhile ago.. 

When Our Eyes Met

Many people come and many people go

But darling you are the one for me

I know we are young but can't you see?

How much light you create for me?

When our eyes met, you took me to a place

I've never dreamt before

When I first saw you

It was heaven walking through the door

When we touched it was like I fell to the floor

Head over heels in love with you

And when we kissed

I couldn't scream those three words any louder in my head..

No one knows what tomorrow brings

But I never wanted anything before

And I'll make sure to do you right

So you never leave my sight

When our eyes met, you took me to a place

I've never see before

When I first saw you

An angel flew through the door

When we touched it was like floating on air

Head over heels in love with you

And when we kissed

I couldn't picture it as great as it was..

Our day will finally come

"I do, I do too"

Happily ever after

Til death do us part

When our eyes met, you brought me to a place

I've couldn't see before

When I first saw you

I knew I needed more

When we touched it was like flying through the sky

Head over heel for you

And when we kissed

I fell for you, Baby I Love You

I can't wait to

Celebrate the years we've been together

And I can't hesitate but to look forward to

The rest of our time, forever..

-Evan7©
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Oh Darling

Written fall of 11th grade (2010)

Oh Darling

I'll always remember how

We first came about

I couldn't have been more happy

Nothing lasts forever

But I hope we can try

Oh darling, oh darling

You don't know what you do to me

The way you make me feel

Is something that can never be beat

Like a beautiful sunrise

You brighten my day

Even with clouded skies

You somehow find a way

To make me feel so damn good

Oh darling, Oh darling

I just hope you can see

That we should connect our hearts

I hope you truly like me!  

I just can't believe how

You take me away

From all the evils

In today's society 

Oh darling, Oh darling

You are all that I need

To get me through tomorrow

Won't you stay a while?

With me?

-Evan7©

Romeo Did Everything, Juliet Did Shit

This song was written with the help of the members in the second band of mine..

Shout-out to Karl Herbine and Kevin Rodgers

Romeo Did Everything, Juliet Did Shit

I wanna kill you in your sleep

I'm in your closet as we speak

I'm contemplating your demise

I see the betrayal in your eyes

I hate you more with every lie

Enjoy your last breath as you die

You have no clue of my presence

Soon I'll smell your dead essence

GET READY!!!!!

YOUR TIME IS UP!!!

-Evan7©*

*With the help of Karl and Kevin
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Song that shouldn't be up here..

This song was for a girl.. same girl many of my songs are about..
Written for her birthday summer of 2009 (I believe) .. or it was 2010

Feelings change, people change..

28^th of July

Since the 28^th of July

A day that would forever make up my mind

A day where the most beautiful girl

came about, and entered this world

Angel I couldn't find the time

to open up all my feelings inside

Hopefully one day you'll see

how much you truly mean to me

Seventh grade, a year that would

forever find my best friend

And that girl, I love to no end

That year showed me who I really need.

Since the 28^th of July

A day that would forever make up my mind

A day where the most beautiful girl

came about, and entered this world

All day long I'd think of you

And hope one day I'll be holding you soon

That day finally arrived when you said “yes”

The happiest day of my live, forever, yes

As soon as I met you I knew

you were the one I'd want to hold forever

My love for you has grew

but the time it took was overdue

Since the 28^th of July

A day that would forever make up my mind.

A day where the most beautiful girl

came about, and entered this world

My promise to you, is to prove

that my feelings are so very true

I'll tell you thousands of millions of times

that I'll love you til the end of time

I never got over those butterflies

when I looked into your gorgeous eyes

Hopefully one day you'll see

that you mean everything to me

Since the 26^th of May

A day that would repeat Valentines day

But either way at the end of today

I'll be yours just don't pull away

Since the 28^th of July

A day that would forever make up my mind

A day where the most beautiful girl

came about, and entered this world

I'll love you til the end of time

I promise dear to never leave you behind

I'll make sure you finally see

Exactly how much you truly mean to me

-Evan7©
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Can't Think Straight

This one was most likely written while I was in 10th grade..

Also, many of my songs are very dark and creepy.. mainly because I usually think of depressing things.. Enjoy

Can't Think Straight

Can't believe what I'm seeing today

Many times I've passed away

Wake up every morning surrounded by darkness

You say tomorrow will be a better day

but in my world, there's hell to pay

There's no light at the end of my tunnel

I can't get up anymore

I've thrown myself to the floor

The steps leading to my demise

grow with every sunrise

Can't believe what I'm hearing today

The voices in my head are here to stay

Woke up today surrounded by darkness

The way I think will never change

The clouded skies are here for rain

Why do I always think this way

I can't get up anymore

I've thrown myself to the floor

The steps leading to my demise

grow with every sunrise

Sometimes I just can't take it

Sometimes enough's enough

Some days I never wanna leave here

Can't believe what I am learning today

These thoughts just will not fall out, okay?

Wake up every morning surrounded by darkness

I can't get up anymore

I've thrown myself to the floor

The steps leading to my demise

grow with every sunrise

Sometimes I just can't take it

Sometimes enough's enough

Today I just wanna leave here

-Evan7©
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My Sanctuary

Written- May 7th 2011 - 11th Grade

I've found my place, will you come join me

My Sanctuary

After a rain storm

First sight of sunlight

Dark clouds have parted

For the evenings delight

Thoughts can't be reached

At this gorgeous time

Just take a deep breath

Welcome to My Sanctuary

It's been so long

Since I've been alone

Can't find a lover

To join me here

Will I ever?

Chilly evening's sunset

Taking in the scenery

Nature's so beautiful

Wish you were here with me

Crisp smell of spring

Flutters through my nostrils

Just take one breath and see

Welcome to My Sanctuary

It's been forever

Since I've been sheltered

Inside my head

I found My Sanctuary

Will you join me on this adventure?

They say April showers

Bring May flowers

I've holding the perfect one

With your name attached to it

They consume me as I try to think

Of how peaceful it is here

Just follow me for one night

Welcome to My Sanctuary

I can't recall

When the sky looked so inviting

Let's go reach the top

I'll hold you close

She'll never visit my wonderful place

Change happens frequently

But I don't want this feeling to end

Although it lasts for a couple hours

It's the happiest time to be found

Thoughts can't be reached

At this gorgeous place in my head

Just close your eyes and imagine

Welcome to My Sanctuary

It's been so long

Since I've been terrified

Of what lies ahead of time

I'd much rather not go in along

Will someone please, reach me at My Sanctuary?

-Evan7©
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Never Escaping

Written - April 19th 2011 - 11th Grade

Never Escaping

For years, I tried to do my best

To hold it in, deep in my chest

Always falling up and down

Lost, confused, confound

Traveling from place to place

Couldn't recognize my face

Holding true to all the pain

Feelings forcing me insane

Never escaping my crooked brain

Time and time again I think

To try to get out all the kinks

One day, maybe I'll get out of my head

But then I shall must be dead

Keeping my head low

For the remainder of my days so

No one could ever have a look

Of the smile-less cover that is my book

Never escaping my crooked brain

-Evan7©
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Perplexed

Written - May 4th, 2011 - 11th Grade

The end has no significance what so ever lol

Perplexed
Unrepentant of the same mistake
All of your intentions designed to fake
Hiding gestures you most often make
May my life fall into this lake


Smoke consumes my young lungs
Perplexed by your vicious tongue
My heart I though you wished to swung
These lyrics haunt you as I sung


Looking in your eyes, one last fight
You wish my death, an evil plight
I'll hold your hand with all my might
As you kill me I'll follow the light


Into the darkness of my thoughts
Reminiscing my life faults
The morbid decisions haunt
Me as I force myself to assault

This little book with devious plots
Always tucked beneath this lot
It matters less, when you all forgot
To read between the little dots

-Evan7©
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