Trying To Find Hope

Trying To Find Hope

At the age of 17 I have come to the conclsion to be alone
I have already seen so many examples of betrayal so why bother?
Maybe at the start I set my expectations so high
That no one could ever match it, so theres no need to try

Being young only lasts up until you can infer
That everything around you is just a silly game
A game that all ends up the same

As I grow older, I hope to become someone who can change his views
If I could then, there might just be a reason to carry on
Until that deciding day, I'll keep my walls up but never pray
For what has any god done for me recently?

If there was a god, why would this world be so corrupt?
Is this just needed in society to teach us and help us grow?
Or is this holy human just keeping us all down?

I'm just a naive kid who's been kicked to the curb
Since he's been welcomed into this world
If there is any hope for us, can we find it?
I'll wait til I can feel the hope inside me

-EvRost©